Hi there 🙂

Here’s what I’m gonna do…

I’ve never opened up on these sites as I didn’t feel I’d be understood.  I’ve decided to try it this time.

Let me start with my dream that I had while being tormented in supermax lockdown.  Before I do, I’ll tell you the quick backstory.

I’ve lived a wild life.  There was some bad, I lied a lot, I broke my word, I was cruel to people who were helping me out.  I was lost.  One day, in the midst of my insane life, I got on my knees before getting locked up and prayed to God to save me.  Fast forward and I’m in prison for killing someone.  I’m in supermax because there was a threat to my life allegedly because of my ethnicity and I’m at my desk with a paper and a pen.

I write:

“Dear God,

I’m so sorry for the sins I committed.  I’m so terrified of going to hell because of my sin.  Please forgive me for what I did and don’t cast me off in hell forever.”

No special feeling, no angel appeared to me, nothing fantastic happened.

Until the next morning.

I wake up, grab my breakfast, and in classic fashion, eat it and cozy up on my bed to sleep.  When I fell asleep, I felt the most surreal feeling I had every experienced.  The feeling was “you are loved not any good you’ve done… you are simply loved.”  What looked like index cards appeared.  Two of them.  The first one told me, “You are blessed.  You are forgiven.  Nothing will separate you from my love.”  The second one said, “Carry out the oath you made to me.”

WHAT?! I wake up blown away!  As anyone normal can imagine.

And don’t worry, this isn’t some Joseph Smith situation where I’m trying to get you to believe in a religion I’m trying to establish.  I don’t do any religions, nor will I… I do grace.

I tell my homie, OG Looney, about the dream and he said, “That’s beautiful man… God spoke back.”

So do I share this story with you?  So that you can fully know you’re dealing with God’s golden boy when it comes to me.  I’m a champion, baby! 😉

I’m loving: I love to love.

I’m passionate: I have goals.

I love to stop and smell the roses: I appreciate the beauty in life.

I’m extremely ambitious: I’d love to make $750M and when I die, donate the majority to charity.

I’m competitive:  I seek success in all I do.

I’m driven: I’ve got my missions and I don’t quit.

I’m confident: with God on my side, who can stop me?

I’m a leader:  I create my life, I don’t sit and watch.

I’m unique: this post can show you that.

I’m positive: I’d rather look at what I got, not what I’ve not.

I’m optimistic: everything WILL turn out great, I know this.

I’m creative: I bead, draw, write, design, build, rap, sing, play piano.

I’m smart: The NAVY offered me $250,000 to be a nuclear engineer because I scored the highest score on their test.

I’m funny: I can make you smile…

Or I can say it like this, I’m a gift.

In the past, I never fully expressed myself on the bio… I was scared that a lot of the people reading it would be pushed away by my boldness, my energy, my assuredness.  Well, here you have it.  I’ve decided to be myself and I hope I find exactly who I’m looking for.

I’m looking for a beautiful woman, who is looking for a powerful man, who is looking to connect and love…  You can miss me with all the phony… I’m looking for the real deal.  I’ve got about 13 more years before I get out, and when I do, I have plans of competing for Mr. Olympia, starting MANY businesses, and traveling through North, Central and South America on my $3M yacht… I don’t know what else I could do to show you I’m for real.  If you can be with me through the darkest part of my life, you can ride with me on my lofty heights.  How about that?

Wanna’ get to know me? 🙂

Send me a message and add a photo so I can see you!

A boss,

Varian.

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Stafford Creek Corrections Center
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